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mono no aware

by everything wilts

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1.
escapism 03:01
You are not safe and neither am I. I can’t tell you why I even try. I’m lost, I’m hurt, and I’m torn. Because everyone was born, to die and mourn. No matter what I do. Still insignificant. No matter what I do to feel numb. I can’t escape no I can’t get away. I can’t get away from what I’m running from. Help me, just help me see The good that’s left inside of me Guide me, just guide me I don’t want to live in agony. But I think one day I’ll be okay. We live and we die in agony. But I think one day I’ll be okay. Looking for good in this atrocity. But I think one day I’ll be okay. We live and we die in agony. But I think one day I’ll be okay. Looking for good in my own apathy. No matter what I do. Still insignificant. No matter what I do to feel numb. I can’t escape no I can’t get away. I can’t get away from what I’m running from. There is no hope. Not anymore here.
2.
lorazepam 02:00
The first day. First day of the new year. We gathered, we gathered right here. The first day, first day of the new year. We came together. A man stripped of life. A man lost in his own mind. And I know in life you were happy. So I hope in death you’re in paradise. I can’t begin to understand the pain That you had to be in. I can’t begin to understand the hell that you had to live in. And I know you didn’t want us to see you that way. But we stood by your side until the day that your soul left this earth. And now you’re finally set free I hope, I hope that you are set free. You’ll live on. You will live on through me.
3.
dream eater 02:41
I’m lost in my own head. I’m stuck in my own mind. I’m alone with my thoughts. Can’t make it out this time. And I’m dying to make it back to my home. Help me find my way because I am long gone. I’m dying to just make it back to you. I’m in a state of mind where I just don’t know what’s true. I’m turning back into what you wanted. I’m lying to myself my dreams are haunted. Bury me in my uncertainty I’ll wake up and I’ll finally see Everything I’ve done is my fault Put the blame on me. It’s all I’ve got. And I’m dying to make it back to my home. Help me find my way because I am long gone. I’m dying to just make it back to you. I’m in a state of mind where I just don’t know what’s true.
4.
november 03:24
Take me back to the long night drives alone Back when I couldn’t stand to be alone In our Fucking apartment Take me back to feeling like a waste of your time Take me back to when I felt worthless Remembering is a blessing and a curse Some memories aren’t always what they’re made out to me. Some memories are nightmares that mean everything to me Empty beds and sleepless nights Depressive states and forgotten dreams I’m the piece to the puzzle that never fit. I am the voice inside your head I am the sun when you’re trying to sleep I am the dirt that’s on your grave I am the chapter that was ripped out. I may be removed but I’ll never leave I am the voice inside your head. It’s easy to reminisce about what was And to think about what could’ve been Without realizing how things truly were We spent too long Worrying about what went wrong Instead of looking for a cure Just help me see what I can’t believe. Just help me see. I want to believe

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mono no aware - the realization that nothing is permanent.
everything will eventually wilt away.
with this understanding,
we can begin to truly appreciate things while we can.

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released April 29, 2016

all lyrics by cody grayson

instrumentals by conor morrison, noah raddatz, and zack holbrook

recorded/mixed/mastered by tyler stark

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everything wilts Lancaster, Ohio

emotional rock n roll

cody - vocals
con - guitar
zack - bass
riley - drums

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